Today is very hot and the humid. Feels like the middle of July. The traffic is getting worse. People our coming down to "the shore". To enjoy the beach, ocean and boardwalk. I use to love looking at the Ocean. Now I cannot even go near it. The traffic and the heat are getting to me. To: MYSELF- stop complaining To: EVERYONE- I sat down to write this journal to tell everyone my thoughts are with them. Lets try to have an OK weekend. How the ocean would make me think. How beautiful it is and peaceful in the early morning. God, gave us a little bit of peace on earth. Truly, there must be all peace in heaven. MY, thoughts are going all over the place again. PRAYING FOR US ALL......HANG ON PLEASE
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The ocean has a very calming effect on me. Unfortunately I live 5 hours drive from the nearest coast. My saving grace after Emile left was my pool. I used to lie on the side of the pool and the sound of the water would ease my soul when I was feeling very down and disheartened. It is winter now and just on some days I can go and sit there in the sun. You are so privileged to live where you can see her every day, I am convinced the ocean is a female. There is definitely peace and lots of love in heaven. I am praying for you and keeping you close to my heart. Blessed Be, Rea mom of Emile
You are free to express your feelings all you want and need to. You just need to find a safe place to do it. The beach perhaps? Maybe that is why you are avoiding the beach. You will feel so much better if you let your feelings out. Or on paper. Do you keep your own journal?