I miss my son so much! I talk to him and pray that he hears me. Today, my Dad had surgery. I was so worried about him. I thought please not again. Not so soon. A very strange feeling came over me last night. I did not hear it but I felt it. It was saying "don't worry Dad will be ok, it is not his time." Am I losing my mind or imaging things? Has anyone else ever felt that strange feeling? Thanks to All
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I did feel that strang feeling on april 23,2007 just ten weeks after my son was taken from me. My Daddy was very sick and I just knew he would be going with my son. He did that night at 10:10pm. I miss them both soo much it hurts physically. I love my Daddy and always will, but oh! the pain of loosing my boy, there are no words to express that pain. He like your son was my best friend and spent alot of time with me. He was a Mama\'s boy and yes his friends always made fun of him because he hung out with me alot. I miss that so much!!! I am sending you prayers and love and hope to get through all the hard and hurting time. Love Melissa
He can hear everything you say to him. Our precious angel children are always with us. I feel Emile around me every time I think of him or need him. You are not imagining anything and you\'re not losing your mind. Blessed Be, Rea mom of Emile
It\'s been almost a year and a half since we\'ve lost Kristie. It\'s honestly hard to remember those first 6 to 8 months. I think I have opted to forget them, as they are so painful. I do know that as time goes on we adjust to our loss. I don\'t know how long it will be before we are fully adjusted to our new life without them. I know for me after I made it through that first year, it was a mind frame that I knew I had all the major \"firsts\" behind me. That has made a difference. I still have plenty of bad days, but not like it used to be. Having DS has helped me know that I am not alone with my feelings, and they are quite common. I have been able to associate or have had someone associate with my feelings everytime I read a new journal from members. I know that what you feel today will be better some day. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Take one day at a time...that seems to help.
well if you think you are loseing your mind ,you will think that i have gone futher than that i wear a locket with keith,s picture in and on two occasions when i have been sitting at my desk crying and have gotten up the locket has fallen off my chain at first i thought that i had broken it or the chain was broken will my husband and i have both checked the locket and chain to realize that there is nothing broken,so why did the locket fall off ,i say keith was telling me that he was here ,so when you get a feeling or if something unusual happens embrace it and think of it has they are trying to tell us that they r ok .i think of you often .take care ...regina keith,s mom
Yes! Yes! I\'ve had several experiences and signs from Kala. Of course in the beginning (that sounds so strange since Kala died Jan 2, 2007 and I\'m still in the beginning) I questioned the \"voice\" in my head. Is it Kala or is it just me wanting to hear from her so desperately? But I have had so many wonderful gifts from her there is no denying them. Loosing a child is the worst nightmare any mother could suffer. I have found that talking about Kala is the best therapy for me. I share her with everyone...grocery clerks, bank tellers, delivery people, everyone! It helps me. Please share anything and everything you would like. It will bring you comfort, and tears too, but a lot of comfort. There is now NO doubt that Kala hears every word I speak and see\'s everything I do. She is with me always. I\'m praying for your dad and for you too. Take care of yourself.
Living to make Kala proud,
Teri