I have been crying off and on today because of my brother.  I know it is his fault, but what he did hurts the entire family.  I went up for private prayer today at church, and had two people pray for me.  I later called the worship pastor at my church to update him besides telling my sunday school teacher earlier.  The first question he asked me was, "Are you alright?"  I said, "No," and proceeded to tell him the story.  He called me back about 30 minutes later, and we talked for a brief time, and he prayed for my brother, Justin as well as my family.  I will probably be writing on here a lot because it hurts me a lot.  Lately, God is convicting me to move out of state to do full-time ministry after I get married.  Two possible orgainzations are CARES team and Cookson Hills Christian Ministries.  I have no idea right now which direction for sure I will go, but the Holy Spirit is convicting me to go for the CARES team.  I have no idea why, but that is where He is leading me.  I sure could use your prayers about everything that has taken place in my life.  Blessings.