Today is a gloomy day outside. I passed my test in my psych. class with a C. I long to be done with it. I graduate on May 11th, and sure could use your prayers that I pass my psych. class with at least a C. My teacher is ridiculously hard, and I am so glad that I will be done. Please pray for strength.
In counseling yesterday, she taught me a new phraseology called the ABC's. A for activating event. B for Beliefs or thoughts. C for consequences. This is to help me become more aware of what I am thinking, so I can put an end to my negative thinking. I feel good about it, and feel like she is already helping me. My goals were to STOP negative thinking/fears. START enjoying life to the fullest. KEEP learning, so I can help others. I am trying to be postive yet it is so hard right now with trying to keep up with school, work, and church. I want to feel better, yet I know it is a process. What brings my anxiety and depression up are the stresses of life. In the next couple of years that will change in regards to having a career that I love. I have to keep telling myself that. Even though I do not like what I do, it will make me a better person in the long run. Life is not fair totally at this point, but God is good.
I don't know if any of you saw the tragedy on tv about VA Tech. I am in deep and utter sympathy for them. In fact, while I watched the convocation today, I was crying with them. My heart goes out to them. Please be in prayer for everyone on and off that campus. Maybe those who do not know Jesus will come and Know Him as Lord. I think that it could have been me at Wichita State, or any of my friends. All I can do is pray, and if any of you on this website live or go to school there, my prayers are with you.
Prayer is a powerful weapon to glorify God. Have a blessed day.
In counseling yesterday, she taught me a new phraseology called the ABC's. A for activating event. B for Beliefs or thoughts. C for consequences. This is to help me become more aware of what I am thinking, so I can put an end to my negative thinking. I feel good about it, and feel like she is already helping me. My goals were to STOP negative thinking/fears. START enjoying life to the fullest. KEEP learning, so I can help others. I am trying to be postive yet it is so hard right now with trying to keep up with school, work, and church. I want to feel better, yet I know it is a process. What brings my anxiety and depression up are the stresses of life. In the next couple of years that will change in regards to having a career that I love. I have to keep telling myself that. Even though I do not like what I do, it will make me a better person in the long run. Life is not fair totally at this point, but God is good.
I don't know if any of you saw the tragedy on tv about VA Tech. I am in deep and utter sympathy for them. In fact, while I watched the convocation today, I was crying with them. My heart goes out to them. Please be in prayer for everyone on and off that campus. Maybe those who do not know Jesus will come and Know Him as Lord. I think that it could have been me at Wichita State, or any of my friends. All I can do is pray, and if any of you on this website live or go to school there, my prayers are with you.
Prayer is a powerful weapon to glorify God. Have a blessed day.
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The Lord grant you strength and courage to complete the things He has set as your path in life, we pray for all who hurt, who are in need of comfort, and struggle with the adversities of this world, knowing that greater is He who is within us, than he who is of the world, to God be ALL the Glory, in Jesus\'s Holy name, Amen!