wow 2nd journal this week from me had a pretty crap day home life is awfull i cant do no right i was so glad to get to a meeting i was just about to put i wont go on lol its my journal so i can :0) started of with me going to brothers house to feed there cat as they hve gone away i noticed pictures of me on the wall always a awfull site lol it was me with him at parties with a pint in my hand my heart dropped my devil on my shoulder sarcastically said never again never again but i know the books say's i do not regret the past nor wish to shut the door on it still at the time of seeing pictures it didnt help as i was already feeling crap so i went home and did gardening for 4 hours i enjoyed that  followed by several arguments well one sided arguments i hate to argue then was told will i be staying out after the meeting due to its her wine night now this is new and to come home after 12am my mate is banned from driving so went to another AA members house just to keep out the way crazy but out for a quiet life at the moment im clock watching at home to get out to next meeting but my HP is looking after me i didnt drink:0) another day sober i have im ure a wonderfull life ahead and ill carry on living in the day handing it over and see where it goes sorry if  i bored anyone wanted to vent my feelings hey all im still smiling though i have done all day because what ever happens im sober and i have amazing friends xxxxxxxxxxxxxx