day 75 now :0) cant believe ive got to this but as they say a day at a time and keep it simple for today the days just fly by, ive found it to be not to bad but last week i had to go away for a week and the first night sat on my own on that train my insides was screaming for a drink and knowing i was alone for 5 nights was so tempting and then after a 7 hour journey on train that first night i was hungary and at the hotel i thought oh il go get something to eat guess what yep it was in the bar i could smell beer which to me is like a lovely perfume lol i turned to walk out but then stopped at the bar and said burger and chips and, and, and, a, a, a, a coke god thank god i said the right words i thought and was not to bad my higher power and my god helped me the second night i went out with a boss for a chinese he drank beer i had coke and then realised i was having a laugh and i didnt need beer to enjoy the night :0) i learned alot about myself that week that im actually stronger than i ever thought i was i was only thinking earlier my journey is like the wizard of oz ive got the HEART , THE COURAGE, AND THE BRAIN, ive just got to use them and life will be good love to you all from the heart marky xx day 75 now :0) cant believe ive got to this but as they say a day at a time and keep it simple for today the days just fly by, ive found it to be not to bad but last week i had to go away for a week and the first night sat on my own on that train my insides was screaming for a drink and knowing i was alone for 5 nights was so tempting and then after a 7 hour journey on train that first night i was hungary and at the hotel i thought oh il go get something to eat guess what yep it was in the bar i could smell beer which to me is like a lovely perfume lol i turned to walk out but then stopped at the bar and said burger and chips and, and, and, a, a, a, a coke god thank god i said the right words i thought and was not to bad my higher power and my god helped me the second night i went out with a boss for a chinese he drank beer i had coke and then realised i was having a laugh and i didnt need beer to enjoy the night :0) i learned alot about myself that week that im actually stronger than i ever thought i was i was only thinking earlier my journey is like the wizard of oz ive got the HEART , THE COURAGE, AND THE BRAIN, ive just got to use them and life will be good love to you all from the heart marky xx
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Well done to you Marky xx your higher power helped you, and you did really well. Im proud of you :) and I know I have said this before but you ARE an inspiration ! ((hugs)) love Kat