tough day today as im at a friends mothers wedding night do tomorrow night and they live 40 miles away was going to stop over but have now decided to go on motorbike stay for 3 hours and then set of home fear i will drink if i stop over still dreading it but i wont drink and drive well have to see how it goes i know i can do it but all in all feel really good felt annoyed a few times as to why i cant have a normal drink but as someone said they remember there last drink me to it was hell so i just think of that now when tempted and its good to wake up feeling good good good :)