Depressed

I am having a hard time right now. I don't know what else to do about it. I got a few books on depression from the library today. I hope learning more about it will help out a bit. My mom doesn't want to take me to the ER. She says my situation is not an emergency. I wanted to go because I don't know how else to get the meds I need that quickly. I have enough of my current meds to last a while, but I need a stronger dose or something or maybe a different med all together. My mom does usually help me out quite a bit, but this time around I am rather frustrated with her. I am not sure what to think about it.