I miss Sarah so much. Over the weekend I said that I want her back, I've been tested and I'm not coping well without her. I think that it's really starting to sink in that she's gone and won't be coming back. How can I possibly get along without her?

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NoraMc
NoraMc

I wish I could help and bring her and my Morgan and all our children back, so sorry. Keep talking to her, and know she is always with you. I think, sometimes, just knowing she is with keeps me going. Peace to your heart, Nora
wackymacky
wackymacky

My heart goes out to you....thinking of you and feeling your pain..... sending xoxoxox
annsullivan
annsullivan

{{{{Hugs}}}}. I know it seems impossible now but you will very very slowly find a way...be kind to yourself - do what your instincts tell you to do NOT what others think you ashould do. Be kind gentle with yourself - we always expect so much more of ourselves than we ever would have of others. We are here for you...Hugs, Ann
deleted_user
deleted_user

I know the words I have said them over and over for the past nine months.. I want him back, how do I go on without him.... I guess we take a moment at a time.. one step forward. Together we will survive and maybe one of these days we will feel a little like our old selves. Hugs to you !wendy
deleted_user
deleted_user

I have had the same thoughts and feelings over and over since 4/15/10. I want my son with me so badly and just can\'t get it in my head that this is a reality, he is not coming back to me on this earth. I just try to keep focusing on staying busy, but really, I don\'t want to function or do anything that is not required of me, I am just going through the motions. Hugs and love to you, P
CorriesMom
CorriesMom

Even after 10 months I have many moments when I say \"I just want Corrie back\". It\'s not as often as in the beginning and I have many more moments of peace, focus and being able to enjoy what I\'m doing. Yet still ~ I keep looking for that loophole ~ that somehow we can time travel and bring all of our precious children back.

We\'re all here for you, traveling the same dreary path, one step at a time.

Sending much love and tight hugs ~ Debbie
biowoman
biowoman

I know you want her back...I have that a million times in 3 years...love to you...Karen
Jhelum
Jhelum

I know sweetie, I know. It\'s still hard for me to even begin to accept my mom\'s gone..even after 122 days...I still count hours and seconds and kinda hope she\'s gonna come back...I don\'t think we ever fully accept it...maybe acknowledge..eventually...take care..you\'re in my thoughts...