Good grief, my cat is pregnant. a nice surprise, but unfortunatly, we cant keep any kittens.  The sky is full of big dark clouds, not a very good start to summer. everyones lawn was so tall last weekend, we got half a day without rain, and everyone was out mowing. lol.I got the front lawn done before the mower quit, so thats good. I did the back yard with the weed whacker. lol. it worked. I am taking out resumes tommorrow, I feel so stuck without a job, I dont have any confidence, and am tired of it. so, I am calling a lady this week to do step five with too. get things out of the way, so i can get on with life. My girlfriend came to visit today, she doesnt live here, but she comes to see a psychiatrist cause she had a nervous breakdown. She has changed so much. she is happy, and confident. I have never known her like this. I want that confidence again, its been too long since I felt that good about myself.  I know it will get better, it always does. I know I need to make the effort, and I am. Now that I have made up my mind, I feel better. Thank you d.s.have a good one.