I am tired of being in the house, I feel like my head is going to explode. my friend keeps telling me he will come pick me up and take me to my car so I can work on it, but every time I call him, he has another excuse not to help. This has been going on for days!I think I figured out whats wrong with my car, so all I need is to do a bit of work on it, and then have him give me a boost. thats it. just boost my battery and I will be off. well, hopefully. lolSo cranky now, cause I just called him at noon like he asked and his son told me he isnt supposed to wake him up until 2 now. God another 2 hours, and then it will take him another hour to get ready, and by then he will have something else to do. I am wondering why in hell he wants to keep my car there. its only in his way.I shouldnt complain I know, cause when I drank, I let a lot of people down too. so this is payback. serves me right. but that isnt helping me feel any better.I wish he would quit drinking.other than the fact that I cant find a job until my car is running, I am fine. Everything is just damned ducky.I dont even know how to use the city busses, and they are very expensive believe it or not. And I couldnt carry any groceries home on one, well, not a 40 pound bag of kitty litter thats for sure.I am going outside in the snow, maybe that will clear my mood. The punching bag isnt working!Later, I will feel bad that I wrote all this, but right now, it feels pretty damned good. ha ha ha ha haScrew it all I say. ack, so miserable.