I am just learning about BP. I do not have it, but my daughter does.I can tell you  all, that it breaks my heart that you all suffer so much. At the same time, I see so much strength in your messages.The hope, and dreams you all have, are so profound and delightful, even though you have such bad times. You actually have more hopes and dreams than some of my closest friends, and they are not BP.My daughter asked me to put a journal in here, so I shall. She is a very wise girl. Strong, and determined, it hurts me that she has to suffer like this. However, I know this site has given her friends, that understand, and has given my family at home, more opportunity to understand. I have to admit, that is does choke us up at times, but we dont quit learning, and we dont quite careing. We pray for all of you. Best wishes, and much love.