what a busy day. took the dogs for 2 walks to the mall area. watched movies with my hubby and son. i still have to get my nerve up to see a doctor. (now for me that tourcher!!) i just bet theres atleast a 4 hour wait. just to here them say "we are sending you to" some specialest that is over booked and far away.and it will take them a week just to get an appointment for 3 weeks further down the road. .........yup, i'll have to get some strangth just to go. at this point i think i would reather die then go through that.i have to admit that moving here is making me go further into my hiding. i am at the point now where i will only leave the house if i am strongly coaxed and if the place i go to is close by. (walking distance perfered) well got to get some sleep. good night.
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Oh,if you can just keep going out anywhere would be a good thing,it seems to become so much harder and people don\'t really notice us in a negative way,most are too busy with their own personal insecurities to give a damn about what we are doing. I know how you feel as i spend most of my time at home and get very shaky when i have any social interaction,even a doc\'s surgery. You have to believe that you are worth being able to say that the doc needs to visit you at home if needs be,they must..i hate the elitist and imposing nature the medical profesion can have but once you are persistant they are just people who eat and sleep and crap like the rest of us,YOU DESERVE THE HELP YOU NEED.xxxxxLove and hugs to you