so today/night i feel weird. i seem to be fine, but i'm crying. i can't understand why.
i found a lump on my 10yr. dog yesterday. and i'm worried about her/me.she is so important to me. i depend on her for so much comfort.her and i are only apart when i need to go out and it's better for her not to come. and i only go with out her to do shopping and doctors appointments.according to the neighbors, she suffers from separation anxiety and whines and howls during the time i'm gone. i received her at 7 weeks old, and in July she will be 11yrs. my son made a bad joke about her dieing. i told him that i would sell everything i owned to help her live. that is live comfortably. i could not make her live if she would suffer. i'm not that selfish.