i feel like my thoughts are a carrot on a stick.i chase them, but rarely catch them.
my opinion about people is, there not bad, they just do what they feel they need to do to survive.good,bad or indifferent.
i feel that being intelligent makes it harder for professionals to take me serious.i also feel that the professionals down play my need for help.
i believe that hope is a curse as well.it keeps me suffering, in the "hope" that i will be well some day.
it sucks that i can't love or appreciate my self the way my family does.i just feel useless and wasting space.
my opinion about people is, there not bad, they just do what they feel they need to do to survive.good,bad or indifferent.
i feel that being intelligent makes it harder for professionals to take me serious.i also feel that the professionals down play my need for help.
i believe that hope is a curse as well.it keeps me suffering, in the "hope" that i will be well some day.
it sucks that i can't love or appreciate my self the way my family does.i just feel useless and wasting space.
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Hi There. Just to let you know, I understand what you mean about the professionals. Are you like me, strong on the outside? Because of this, no one sees what is really going on in there. Maybe because I spoke so casually about my depression to the doc instead of being a blithering mess, I don\'t think I was taken very seriously either. I\'m a merangue (spell check please) hard shell on the outside, soft and gooey on the inside. Maybe changing the \'Hope\" to \'Belief\" might help things along.
I know I\'ll get past this, just not sure when. You are not useless, or wasting space. You are the most important person in the world to your family. So am I to my family. Any time you want a chat...I\'m here.