It has been a long time since I have been on here. I have been doing so well. I have bad days every now and then when I push myself to hard. It's hard to not feel like I can be a normal teenager. I feel like I spend over half my like in bed. No matter how much sleep I get I never feel any better after I wake up. Actually sometimes I feel much worse.
I hate not being able to be outside and play with my dog, work with my horses, ride my horses. I love being outside more than anything but most days I'm only outside for about 10min to feed... How can someone not be depressed when they are inside in bed all day with a illness that holds them back.