The last few weeks since my ex-husband died have moved so quickly is some ways and so slowly in others.  I still can't believe he is gone and I worry constantly about my little man and how the lost of his father will effect him as he grows.  The strange thing is he seems to handle it much better than I.  I know I wear my feelings on my shoulders and he tends to keep everything inside but ...... I don't know maybe I worry to much.
I keep thinking how sad and what a waste of years of fighting.
Well all I can do is work on myself for my son and make him the man God means for him to be.