We just got back from the doctor and he thinks my daughter's lump is nothing to get panicked about because she is well otherwise. He wants to just leave it alone. She will have another ultrasound in 6-8 weeks to make sure it doesn't grow. So I feel much better, but this bout of bad feelings makes me realize that the big D is never too far away. I'm going to make an appt with my psychiatrist. Maybe my meds need to be changed. I'm not sure if therapy will help. It never really has worked before.