I've been freaking out for the past week because my daughter has a swollen lymph node in her armpit. I am taking her to a surgeon tommorrow am. I'm so afraid that she will have something wrong. I feel guilty because I can't stop it and I'm petrified of losing her. She is the light of my life! Pure love and sunshine. Since losing my mother at 5 yrs. all medical concerns have me thinking the worst. Life is so painful. I don't want her to have any worrries or pain. Not being able to protect her sends me into a panic. I just hope I can get my act together and be a supportive mom for her instead of a depressed mess.