Man am I tired today. I just cant wake up this morning. I feel like a walking zombie. I'm at work and we arent busy so Im just sitting here and about ready to fall asleep. On another note I'm doing ok today mentally. Im done with the femara so I dont feel like I'm going crazy anymore. Now I have the pain that I usually get when I'm releasing too many eggs. My RE says I have PCOS because I'm releasing so many eggs each time. Last time there were lots and lots of little ones but only one big one. He said hes not worried about me running out of eggs though because I have plenty. I personally liked the clomid better where I had 4 good eggs. Its raises my chances but he didnt like having that many eggs or follicles whatever they are. So he switched me to the femama. I really hope my lining is good this time last time it was too thin. I hope thats not why I miscarried, cause then it would be my fault because I stopped taking that progestron when I thought I wasnt pregnant. This time I'm not stopping till I get my period no matter what the tests say. I go back to the doctor Friday morning to see how many follicles I released hopefully more than one but I'll settle for one big one and a great lining. He'll tell me Friday when I'm going to release my follicles so then we have to start the 'baby dancing' then after that its the 2WW again. Feels like this is a never ending battle. Hopefully in the end it will all be worth it. Well I better go and stop rambling. Love and hugs, Monica