Just an update.
I went to the doctor yesterday with my mind set on giving up, atleast for a year or so. I told my husband I just couldnt keep going through this again and again and again till we get it right. I wanted to take so time off I even researched which birth control I wanted to try. Well when I got there he did an ultrasound and everything looked great almost like nothing ever happened. He said my levels were just so low this time. He said he really doesnt have any clue what happened this cycle. He said it dont make since with the negative blood test then a few days later a positive blood test. Then my levels being soooo sooo low. It just dont make since. He talked to me for awhile and told me that if I want to take some time off its my choice but he recommended that I dont. He said my body is prefectly ready to start trying again, and we've come so far since we started even thought I dont have a baby yet. He really wants me to and thinks that I can. So when I left me and my husband talked and he voiced his opinion that its my body and my emotions and I know what I can handle but he thinks that we should just keep trying. So I started my femara yesterday I take it for 5 days and I go back to the doctor on June 27th to see how many follicles that I have. And start all over again. Hopefully with a better outcome this time. Well thanks for the love and support. Hugs Monica. P.S. He did start me back on an antidepressant to get my mind back on the right track. But I asked him and he made it very clear that is was safe to use while trying to convieve. He also gave me a few sleeping pills because I havent had more than about 1-2 hours of sleep each night for aboue 6 days. And let me tell you I feel much better today. I dont know if its my antidepressant already getting in my system or if its because I actually slept lastnight. Well TTYL.
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