Well its been awhile again. I just cant find the time to get on here anymore. I finally scheduled my tests. I've been putting it off for about 6 months now. But I've decided I'm ready. So on Monday Im going in to have my HSG (where they insert dye in me and take xrays of my uterus). That same day me and Dennie (my husband) are going to have our blood work done for our genetic testing. Which I'm kind of nervous about. I'm afraid they will find out me and him aren't compatiable with each other and that would be devastating. Im sure there are solutions but its still scary. Since I've been gone I've had my depression medicine changed a few times I was on the effexor and it was just horrible coming off of. Then they switched me to zoloft and I weened myself off of it. But I felt I was starting to get aggravited easier and I was crying more so I went back on it. They starting last week I thought I was having a heartattack or something but I guess now I'm having panic attacks. I've only have about 3 and they were within the first 3 days. I went to my doctor and she changed my medicine to something called "celexa" or something like that and she prescribed my xanax to take as I need them and for when I get an attack. So its been a crazy few months. Im pretty much back on track and ready to get these test done with where we can start trying again. I want to wait till I have all the test done incase there is something wrong and thats why I've been having my miscarriages. I would hate to have another one if theres something they can do to help me. I dont know if I could emotionally handly another one right now. Well I'll chat with you guys later. I miss all of you. Hope to hear from you soon. HUGS MONICA
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so good to hear from you. you must have moved to a brighter spot where there is a bit of hope, otherwise you would not have elected to take the tests. i never was sure whether i wanted to be healthy, or i wanted something to be wrong with me. i am sad to see a red face here and hope that coming back to the site will help you change it to a yellow one. i have been yellow for a while. sorry to hear of the difficulties you had with your meds and i sincerely hope that is over for you. i had panic attacks in college and my first prescription helped me out a lot. it was paxil. also wanted to tell you that i think the results of your chromosomal analysis doesn\'t show whether you two are \"compatible\", it just shows you what are your odds of having a genetic error occur if you should try another time. i hope this makes you feel better: i am sure they will not suggest that you two shouldn\'t stay together!! best wishes, and i hope your results will come back swiftly.