OK so I've been very depressed lately, almost like I'm numb. On the 17th I started my period. Which is always hard the first one after a miscarriage. I alway clot the first time and its just like having a miscarriage all over again. Well then on Friday I saw a girl who I used to work with a few years ago. She said I heard you got married I said "yeah we just celebrated our one year anniversary" then she said your not expecting are you? I said no I just had my 3rd miscarriage. And that just killed me I went home and cryed on my husbands shoulder for about an hour. He tried to calm me down he said we'll have a baby eventually. I said I know that but sometimes people just dont think before they speak. Well needless so say I've had a bad week. Well today I'm having a bad day again just been thinking. Scared to death to get the genetic testing I'm afraid they'll tell us we'll never be able to have kids. So I've been upset and a customer came in and was yelling at me because someone took money out of her account and she said she didnt authorize it. On top of all the stress I already have I just started crying and had to go in the other room. Well sorry to bore you all.I've been trying to think of something I can buy for me to have as a keepsake to remember all my babies. Anyone have any ideas? I was thinking maybe a piece of jewelry or something.Talk to you later. HUGS MONICA
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there is a great website called www.myforeverchild.com and they have great jewelry u can add charms and crystals for the months u conceived when u misscarried and when u were to be due, for each loss..I bought a bracelet from there after my last miscarriage. I\'m so sorry u are having to go through all of this again hopefully with your testing they will find an answer and it will be something fixable. I know how scary it is. I pray for u all the time sweety, hang in there your day is coming I truly believe that.
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I know it doesn\'t seem like it, but your day to be a mommy will come. Needhope is right about the bracelet, that would be the best way to remember your babies.
I have lots of stuff to remember my baby. I buy her little toys that I think she should have, as well as things that speak to me. I have 2 angels holding infants (one was a gift). Writing a letter or something to your babies helps too. I got a box and covered it with baby fabric and put all my keep sakes in it. I have alot of cards, letters, poems, as well as little blankets and a tiny outfit that my mom made for me to remember my little one. This year for the anniversary we are going to plant some forget-me-nots in a planter infront of our house. I hope some of these ideas that have helped me, help you. I\'m so sorry for your losses. Hopefully things will get easier for you soon.