Sorry, I havent wrote in awhile been kind of busy. I saw that specialist that deals with stress after miscarriages and she didnt help me one bit. All we did was sit in this room and she asked me all these questions and told me that everything I was experiencing was normal (I already knew that) and to keep taking my benadryl to help me sleep (even though I take it for my sinuses during the day and it dont make me sleepy) and she said maybe I should take a 15 min walk before I get ready for bed to make me more tired. Well I still haven't been sleeping besides a couple nights. I brought a sleeping aid its called 'simply sleep' I've only taken it twice because Im afraid to have to rely on something to make me sleep. Lastnight I didnt get home till late because my brother came in from Georgia with his wife and kids and we stayed at my moms letting off fireworks till late. Then of course I was exhausted and I still couldnt sleep and I had to be at work at 9:00. So tonight I'm taking my sleep medicine and hopefully I'll sleep all night. Dennie worked last Sunday and yesterday where he could be off today, tomorrow, Sat, and Sun. But of course this is my weekend to work so I work today, tomorrow, and Sat, which sucks because our 1 year wedding anniversary is Sunday. But since my brothers in and I have to work we are just going to celebrate next weekend. I want to go somewhere with a hot tub and relax. Well sorry to vent on you guys. Its just so stressful when you are so sleepy and you cant sleep. I dont know whats gotten into me. Talk to you guys later. HUGS Monica Hope you had a good 4th.