Meds

Today I am going to see my NP for a med re-evaluation I'm totally anxious. I've been on Prozac for 3 or 4 years and it's not working like it use to. I've tried others like Paxil, wellbutrin, bupar, Celexa and none of them have worked for me. I guess I just don't want them to put me on something heavier, I want to have my feelings but not to the point they control me, I don't want to be a zombie. She already upt my meds and i feel more depressed and groggy.......ugggg,
I just want something to help with depression and anxiety, without all the fucked up side -effects. Why can't they just make a happy pill?