WEll the house is crazy.  There are boxes everywhere and I am just not able to finish the shed and barn.  Mom has paperwork all over the kitchen.  She and I are fighting like cats and dogs still.  She has told me she doesn't want to be around me and that I am nothing but mad all the time.  I have really tried to wake up and say good morning and be in a good mood in the mornings.  The last two days she wakes me up early like 630.  Yesterday she starts anxiously asking me to open the gate, move the car, and she knows I am just going to rant about the delivery truck driving behind the house. I do say I don't like it and it irritates me.  THe grass is being killed  I am tired of being the gate girl- I am being constantly asked to open it.  I just wish life would get better.  I love her and taking care of her but its not been fun lately.  I need a break.