Well, still dreaming crazy dreams.  My aunt broke her foot and had to move over to grandma's.  Glad she is there, grandma has stopped calling so often and its generally quieter.  My insurance is still up in the air.  Mom promised she'd call next week.  Her classes are over for a few weeks.  One more semester to go.  I asked her today what she was looking forward to doing and she said nothing.  We have to file our taxes that is on her mind, but that's one day or so.  She said today she will be glad when I can see myself going back to church.  I just don't want to go-not being there allows me not to have an opinion.  She also told me it was sad that she went to conference knowing that it was the last time-she didn't want to go through with this again.  I waited for up to an hour and a half past scheduled release multiple times and just made jokes and kept saying I had never been to a conference that wasn't held to schedule.  My CASA polygraph is next week.  I don't know what the future will hold.  Went to my book club this week and had a great time.  The discussion was lively.  I have been sick, it is still holding on a bit.  I enjoyed watching the 1st season of Camelot this last week. Just got back into swimming yesterday.  I am not sure how am feeling right now-just numb and maybe a bit sad.