Drove mom to a religious conference this week.  It ends tomorrow.  My aunt came with us this time.  I have been chilling in the hotel, waxing my eyebrows, watched a movie.  The mornings come early!  I have been able to keep up my exercise-went swimming 2 of the 3 mornings.  I kinda missed my walk this Monday-that suprised me.  I ran in to a friend I swim with last week at a local fast food place-thought he was gonna kiss me.  He is a bit older than me, it took me by suprise.  I have had fun talking to one of the workers here in the hotel.  He is older though too.  Why is it the older guys and the rejected from society are talking to me.  I wish I could just find a guy that is my age and well-adjusted within society.  I had a nightmare.  I was taking care of these 3 kids and someone was trying to kidnap them.  I woke up with this feeling that I am not meant to have any kids in my life, I just started to cry.