Well, the holidays are over. There were many small get togethers, with lots of family. I enjoyed decorating and took it down new years eve. I had to go to church with mom for new years eve. The sermon was nice. I still dont feel a believer. The guy from church is still around but I am trying to just let him go. He seemed interested in my sitting next to him during church but I had my aunt so no. My insurance is in limbo. We are going to see what to do now, maybe even get help from those in the know. Hopefully better things to come.