Wow, I just feel numb.  I went on two interviews-neither have panned out.  My Aunt wants to use the family pool, so I called cousin to use his sump pump to clear out the old icky water.  I got jumped by my grandpa for asking him to hold a rake over the hose while he was standing there.   I was skimming the pool at the time.  Drove my aunt to the pool place and took two hours to buy a pump and a cover.  Mom seems to only want to convert me.  I had a great day with her today though.  We went and did her ministry together for the church.  She is what keeps me going, I wouldn't make it without her.  I sometimes wish it was me not dad.  I like this guy I met through mom's church.  I have hung out with a group of the people my age a few times now.  He has just kinda stood out, in a smile inducing way.  Doubt it will work, but can't help hoping he may ask me out sometime.