Feelin kinda numb. Mom's been wakin me early. I noticed blk circs tonite. No job inspite of apps out. Fam came and not even say hi to me. Watched girl play w/fire great movie.diet was bad today-not terrible. Hope tomorrow better all around.
I feel you virgo...I\'ve been out of work since April of 2008. It\'s been hard for me to rely on my family, for all my basic necessities, and I didn\'t always feel like I had their support. When my depression was really bad and I was on meds, I was never allowed to be upset...my mom would tell my family I was being \"irrational\" or \"crazy\" again. I had to push her opinions of me aside, and work on myself...because I knew I couldn\'t rely on her for that emotional support, and I had to make the effort to reconnect with my family myself. It has been a hard road, and I know there are bumps out there; but as I start taking care of myself and putting myself first...I\'m starting to feel better and better. And as for the job, I held out for the job I wanted and I find out today if I got it! I too had a few things to eat I shouldn\'t have...but I\'ll try better today. Big hugs for you.
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I feel you virgo...I\'ve been out of work since April of 2008. It\'s been hard for me to rely on my family, for all my basic necessities, and I didn\'t always feel like I had their support. When my depression was really bad and I was on meds, I was never allowed to be upset...my mom would tell my family I was being \"irrational\" or \"crazy\" again. I had to push her opinions of me aside, and work on myself...because I knew I couldn\'t rely on her for that emotional support, and I had to make the effort to reconnect with my family myself. It has been a hard road, and I know there are bumps out there; but as I start taking care of myself and putting myself first...I\'m starting to feel better and better. And as for the job, I held out for the job I wanted and I find out today if I got it! I too had a few things to eat I shouldn\'t have...but I\'ll try better today. Big hugs for you.