Well I recieved another rejection from my job applications.  I am accepted qualifications wise but not getting an interview.  It could be because they are outta state and are looking for locals.  Trying to exercise daily and cut back.  The exercise is going well but the last two days I have been eating more than I wanted to.  My blood pressure is still in the 130/80 range with the doubling of my meds.  It could be the deconjestant in my allergy pills.  I am gonna try to cut back to once a day and se now that fall is coming. Went to an OA meeting.  I realized that I answer to the higher power of genetics and scientific truth.  I just gotta keep trying to love myself no matter what I look like, what job I have, or any other external value.