I am new at this, but felt I needed to reach out somewhere.  My husband and my dearest friend died very suddenly and unexpectedly 3 months ago.  I continue to do my job, but feel like I just go through motions.  My son came to live with me, for a while, he had to work on the weekend, and it was my first all alone in the house.  I did ok, but felt things were so quiet and unfulfilled without my husband.  I feel my life is now about passing time.  I've lost the point of doing anything. People get tired of grief quickly it seems.  But it doesn't seem to get tired of me.  So, I'm trying this.