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Why are there no support groups for las of pet a chat room something? I sit here looking my marbles and don't know where too turn. I feel like an ass sitting at families house hugging his blanket crying non stop I don't wanna shower cause won't smell like him. I punish myself blame myself I scream I cry I laugh I feel crazy..I just want my baby back. The one that just wanted to be by my side no matter what. He panicked when knew it was work time. The second I walked in the door he would get me his ball. Up until the last day. We went to the vet every day for a month trying too get better because I had hope. I feel like he's sitting on my chest it's so hard too breathe or to want too.
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I\'m so sorry you lost your best friend. I know how you feel. My dog had bladder cancer. I had to put her to sleep on April 16, which was also her 12th birthday. Even though I had a whole year after she was diagnosed to prepare myself, I wasn\'t prepared to lose her. I didn\'t want her to go. I always wonder if I did everything right. My vet says I did, but I can\'t help but feel guilt. The thing I feel most guilty about is all the times I told her no when she kept barking at me to rub her belly. I would give anything to rub her belly again. I just want to hold her again. It was so hard to lose her. She was like my child.