feeling better

its amazing how much better i feel when i can actually slow my head down and use my brain. im getting better at speaking my mind when it comes to all things. i still have alot of bad days but have faith that things will get better. my sons are home for the holiday and i feel like myself. im trying to be better with them being gone but some days are really hard. im just so happy when they are here. i like having a voice. im taking things one day at a time at least for today. maybe i just needed a good scare to get my ass back on track.