peace

im just wiped out. i have so much knowledge and kick myself when i dont do the right thing. i get knocked down emotionally. wish i wasnt so sensitive. it was good and yes i miss it but parts were so wrong. i need to focus on health and my kids and work and that is it. life hurts today. i want peace and quiet and a big ole porch with a hot cup of coffee, rocking chair and a good book plus the dog lying by myside and a quiet partner in the other rocker.