bad day

yup would like a 24 hr how to find myself plan then be all set for life. im hurt im angry. i cant play this game cause it hurts too much. tired of being so damn sensitive. dont want to spend rest of my life alone cause im too emotional. it sucks. boohoo. get over myself put on my big girl shoes. so shes been texting me for couple days loves me misses me afriad that the angry me gonna come back. she so sorry she hurt me . so i try to call her and surprise surprise she wont answer. just left message wanted to say hi. no reply not a text nothing. cant do it ....hurts like hell. am i just suppose to be oh well maybe shes busy. hell with that its been three weeks just wanted hear her voice and talk for couple minutes. had bad emotional day. when people are cruel to the ones i care for i get very very angry and would like to go make a visit and kick someones ass. not fair to her she is so kind and giving doesnt deserve to be played with.