fear

im angry today, have worked 14 days in a row and pretty exhausted. not happy with myself. unsure of this weekend. not strong enough all the time to deal with feelings. i just want to go and relax and have fun. no pressure. once i know someone is attracted things change. i just want relax and be happy. my sister tried to help someone out and now she prob getting sued, work sucks right now kids stressed out at their dads. i still miss my ex....i want to not be angry...boss wanted me back in at 5 tomorrow and never had balls to say just wont do it. didnt ask someone to cover my shift cause wanted to see me kids tonight and drop them school tomorrow. but boss thinks should live at store so feeling guilty but my kids are my sanity and have worked many many long long days. im scared