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tired confused tired.... hard time of year dont always choose the right road, change is difficult. cant seem to let her go although she three quarters of the way there just need little push. its hard when its all  u think u have. i guess i like the unabtainable. work is beyond hell this time of year. my backroom is out of control and manager been battling with is done after this weekend. yes i will miss her and feel like i failed cause we started as friends then it went to hell. she had no respect for me. tired tired tired