i really wish i had come out years ago. im happier than i have ever been in life but also scared to death. im have so much love and support from my family and children and am very fortunate. scariest part is im in love with someone 17 years younger than myself. the feelings are quite mutual im just waiting for the dream to end instead of fully enjoying the ride. we are like soul mates or evil little twins. just feel like im living in a dream.