i really wish i had come out years ago. im happier than i have ever been in life but also scared to death. im have so much love and support from my family and children and am very fortunate. scariest part is im in love with someone 17 years younger than myself. the feelings are quite mutual im just waiting for the dream to end instead of fully enjoying the ride. we are like soul mates or evil little twins. just feel like im living in a dream.
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I am so glad you are happy. I know coming out was very freeing for me. Relax and enjoy the relationship.
I\'m with cheerios - enjoy the ride! What a fabulous step you\'ve taken...and one that\'s scary as hell (as I remember it)! It is so good to feel the energy of your happiness and I appreciate you sharing it with us. Now go have the time of your life and stop waiting for the music to stop! We\'re all waiting to live vicariously through your adventure!
thanks so much yes it has been a very scary couple of months but the best couple months of my life
need to go back to my happy place. ive been a wreck. im so in love but so scared. just need to relax. we both work crazy hours now she starting new job which means we wont see each other much. im tired of being stressed out and freaking out on her cause she doesnt express herself till i loose it. i just want to enjoy what time i do have with her and stop freaking out.
communication communication communication,,,, regardless of the form, whether you both ext, talk, write, keeping in touch w one another and each others feelings is so important, and respect of one another,,,,, how long did you know one another befor you hooked up? maybe this is some of the foundation for the fear? maybe just your past life experiences and belief system that just maybe you believe good things doesnt happen in your life,,, soft smile, well guess what? enjoy the journey, you have the ability to make it what you choose to you r the artist w the canvas,,,,, yes it does take two and im assuming she loves you,,,,, so please dont let nega thoughts over ride positive experiences.......KD