Getting Better

About a month ago I spent two weeks in the hospital for suicidal ideations.  Now that the medicine is beginning to work I can tell that I'm getting better.  I'm no longer having severe paranoia, hallucinations (auditory and visual), delusions, and suicidal thoughts. It's a huge improvement.  I can't believe it.  I'm having a hard time trying not to cut still, but other than that I'm good.  I'm switching psychologists unfortunately.  I'm nervous about going to see my new psychologist.  I hope that it's not too hard for me to open up to her.  It took me a year and a half before I could open up to my last psychologist.  Things are looking up!