my adopted mom called today just to bitch some more about how the house was. she makes me feel like such a failure. well after that i cut and burned myself. i do think i am a failure cause i let her get to me and hurt myself. she not only hurt me but then i hurt myself. how stupid. i also have only ate a bare minimal yesterday and today. maybe 400 to 500 calories. i am so tired and weak and have been having dizzy spells even to the point of pssing out. that is scary. i really need to do some changing. sorry about the "B" word.
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Well i think that some that may help is if you write a letter to her tell her who wyou feel about her. NOw I am not tell you to give it to her but they have help you to figure out so of the main resaon why you feel you need to do everything to please her.
And in regard to you eatting habit when you drink things do you count the calories too? But if you dont or even if you do just try and drink things that are higher in protein so that you are given you body so nutritment. I am not saying this will be easy but what about protein dirnk or bar have you try to eat thou. (Why dont you have your husband buy them for you and take them out of the rapes for you and then you can look at the labs) I know this will not be easy but i could help.
Can\'t look at the labs i mean*
When I feel that way, I remind myself \"what others think of me is none of my business\" Can\'t add anything about the food that nonstoptalker didn\'t already say, except that the labels don\'t contain the anxiety and fear that the calories contain.