felling bad. finances suck, not alot of food(i am going to have to swallow pride and go to food bank). dhs doen't want to help and i am tired of trying to jump through thier hoops just to get what we need. i had a breakdown and was hospitalized last month and was told i had to take a leave from work til june 28th or until i gain some wieght and strenth. no income sucks. larry works and it helps but for eight of us it is not enough. i need to get back to work even if i have to write my own release to return to work. i have to do something. the sun is out bright today so that does help compared to the gloomy, rainy day like yesterday. the eating still sucks and am loseing more weight. i feel like i am sinking under fast. if it were not for larry and the kids i would have sunk by now. i am so thankful for my family and for all of you who care. thanks.