had a busy day. went to my ed counslor today. went ok but didn't like all she had to say. i am so confused and fustrated. i just don't have alot of hope. my doctor even said i am to old and set in my ways with my ed so he isn't going to treat the anorexia/balemia but just my medical needs. this pissed my ed counslor off. i am also starting to believe that i am a lost cause. why keep trying, i can't seem to get a grip on this. i feel so hopeless and guilty for what i am putting my family through. how much more can they take cause i can't do this much longer. larry is so very supportive and so are all of you. thanks to all.
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Like I said before, don\'t quit until the miracle happens. If you\'re still alive, you\'re not a lost cause. I\'m on the roller coaster ride with you, so fasten your seat belt!! XOXOXOXO
Don\'t give up! Things alway seem worst then there are. YOu have a husband that love you and children that do too. So with their support and with all of us here too, it may take a while but thing will get better.
I know exactly how you feel at 37 they say just get over it your to old to be worried about your wieght I am like are you kidding its just like any disease I am there for you I understand how as women our age they just don\'t get it. I know you will get better because you want to :)Missy
you are amazing. i have faith in you and i hope you hang on through this because we believe in you. you will pull through. u are never a lost cause. especially since you are releasing your frustrations and coping. have a great day!!!
I agree with the others, you are worth fighting for. You have added joy to my world. I have never understood doctors, they don\'t always see the whole person. We do. You can get through this, focus on the good bits. We are here. Hugs :)