larry and i are doing great but i asked him to help me decieve my doctor today and that makes me feel bad. i had to be weighed today and i wore alot of clothes and weighed down my pockets. i feel bad but i had to to stay out of the hospital and stay with my kids. i know i am slowly killing myself but i am hoping i can get this under control soon. maybe it is denial or wishful thinking. i am so fustrated with myself and the things i do.

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I am happy to hear that you and Larry are doing well. I am sorry that things are working out the way that you would like them to in reagrd to you weight. Just remember one thing that if you are not taking care of your self soon you may not beable to take care of your kids and, I know that they are important to you. I am here if you want to talk!
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u cant do it alone please get some helpx
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being at home and having the ED full blown can be as hard on your kids as it is on you.