i feel bad. i am so tired and that makes me cranky. plus my kids are totaly fustrating me. sometimes i think they only love me or care for me if they get what they want. one thing i do know is that larry genully does love and support me. that makes me feel good. i have hardly ate anything today. i have to go to the doctor on mon. he told me i had to gain wieght or i would be hospitalized. i not only haven't gained but i have lost. i don't know what to do anymore. at least i have larry. thank Gosh.