may 12, 2007
my husband has been such an encouragement . i love him so much. he just wants to fix everything. i usually don't eat but today i did and the purged. i daily take diet/enery pills and about 6 laxaitves. i know my husband loves me but i am so tired of burdening him with something he can't possibly understand cause i sure don't. i quess i am okay today but really tired and fustrated with myself. i am such a failure and don't have alot of hope.