floating on a cloud of bliss
talking to a friend that I had missed
the world is bright
I hold onto the feeling so tight
my boyfriend returns
his temper burns
how dare I be happy
when my life is supposed to be crappy
go get a job
your just a selfish slob
my heart it breaks
my stomach aches
the world goes dark
life has lost it's spark
I've lost all hope
I cannot cope
no one cares
my depression flairs
how dare I be sad
it's made him mad
I'm ruining our life
with all this strife
get over yourself
put your feelings on a shelf
no more calls on the phone
I'm all alone
no more kisses goodbye
I wish God would just let me die.