Wow it's been three years since I last wrote a journal or even visited this site. A lot has happened since then but won't go into much detail at this point. I have had a bad week my best friend who died in 2004 her husband and new wife have left to go to another state far away. This was very sudden and I was never allowed to say goodbye to them. I feel like not only have I lost my Best Friend but have now lost my God children. God I miss them so much. I feel like I have let my best friend down I have failed my duty that she had asked me to do. Feeling lonely, sad, and very hurt. I know I'll get through this but it's so hard…
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